At this point I just want to make up but I'm trying to stick to my guns about this one-week separation.
I wanted more from the relationship. Turns out, so did he. I was critical of him in so many ways. He wants to be loved for who he is, faults and all, as he loved me.
There's so much against us- the stroke, his recent breakup, both of us jobless, and more or less homeless, my inexperience, the lack of intimacy and privacy, our crazy families...
I am sort of amazed we got this far.
And yet, I don't want to give up on him. What is going to happen?
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